I'm home from rehab and doing so much better...I have a heart so full of love and gratitude for all of you...I just cant find words to express how I feel..I dont think there are ANY words that will do that...I do know I would not be where I am today if it hadn't been for all of your prayers...my oxygen stats have been in the high 90's since rehab and thats very unsual for me...I got my apartment...I sign the lease on Monday and hope to be all moved in to stay the night Monday, even if I have to get the rest of my things on Tuesday..not taking a lot of furniture from the house...thats one reason I have not been on line...I knew if I came on I would be on here for hrs (and I have) and I have so much to still pack...I appreciate ALL the comments and kind words and the beautiful flowers and the money...I was so shocked and overwhelmed at that act of kindness..I know yall... for the most part... are just like me and some have a very hard time making ends meet and to think you took money you need and sent it for me..well I just cant say thank you enough..just the number of post is so awesome..this has been a very hard time..children are not supposed to die before their parents..Lori did everything for me and I miss her soo much..I dont know what I am going to do without her...but the Lord knows best and he never makes mistakes so one day I will know the why..I do know she is with the Lord and that gives me great comfort..I had been trying to go in her room and could not bring myself to go..the door stays closed all the time..the other day Josh and his GF were in there and Cathy was here and I told her..today is the day..so I went in the room and sat down on the corner of the bed and IMMEDIATELY fell off in the floor..it was just like Lori pushed me off and said DONT BE SAD..Josh and Chase pulled me up and helped me get in a chair..Chase has not been in the room since the day they found her..and he didnt like coming in the room but he did..he was and always has been a Mamas baby so its been very hard for him....Josh is pitiful also...it broke my heart I had to be away from them when they needed me so much..well my friends I have a lot to tell you that will have to wait until I finish packing and get moved..the internet is supposed to be turned on Monday sometime so I will try and get on line Monday night and let you know if I got moved in..
I love all of you so so much and appreciate all you have done for me and my family...Love Jazz
I love all of you so so much and appreciate all you have done for me and my family...Love Jazz
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