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and its so wonderful because I was walkin in some scary places Ive never been to and never want to go again..I don't have any words to express my love and appreciation for all the prayers that brought me back I actually felt the batttle I had some life altering visions and God used me to send up payers for people I didnt even know in that unit.God opened my eyes to a LOT of changes I need to make in my life...and is continuining to show me daily...thank you all so much for the way you treated my girls...and for the prayers for them ..I have not even read thru all of your comments... that will be comfort in days to come...I just know my heart is full and running over you talked to them like they were your own and gave them comfort ..it was very hard on Lori bein here alone And angie bein in oregon..I was really shocked when Lori mentioned her addiction problem...a few know it but my illness was a trigger for her and it would have been easy for her to go on a binge,,,but she did just the opposite .. I am so very proud of her..for the 1st time I have some hope she may become a recovering addict at last..Doesnt Our God work in mysterious ways. I thank you sooo much for the beautiful flowers and my bear,,,his name is Buddy because he came from all my buddies...he is just perfect to cuddle with,,,,he is perfect to put behind you neck for some extra support AND
EVERYONE wanted my buddy...I had this fantastic nurse,,he was a male nurse but the best nurse Ive ever hAD,,HE TRIED to kidnap buddy(Not really just playing around) for his 4 month old daughter..so my sister bought his little girl a baby buddy...it really shocked him and he said he couldnt take it...but if we wanted to ride by his red jeep in employees parking and throw it in he would go down at supper and lock buddy up lol It acted liked it really thrilled him and it made us all happy..I have to really thank God for the nurses I had in the unit and on the floor..they were all fantastic and went out of their way to make me comfortable.most times that isnt so..Well gang I didnt mean to write so much and still have s much more to tell you....I cant wait to geta page made I have lots of good ideas if I can remember what they are LOL ihave obligations and I cant wait to get back to that but Im going to be taking it slow and easy for a bit..I have now got a lung dr I have to see regularly and have to go in few weeks for a sleep study..I know I am going to be a much better patient now than before..Im not out of the woods yet so please keep praying love you all...more to come later ...Hugs from me to you...
When I came from the unit to the floor I was on the 9th floor..Alabama is surrounded by mountains..and they are beautiful..sometimes you just forget to notice how special they are...this was the vew I had and some pics my sister zoomed in and got of the mountains..so this was my view and I was thinking of all of you...and looking at these beautiful flowers