d27 Child IDENTIFICATION card SHAPES (CROPS2dawn honor)

[kimbob]

Autistic.. These are just FAB... wow girl, I'm still in AWE.. your work is truely AMAZING.. Big hands up to you..HUGS
kim

[Nancy72]

Donna...those are super...what a thoughtful thing to post them...
I love the card you did for "Croppy", too...;o)

And Croppy, you made me teary..."because I would never know what happened"...having had the experience of a missing child and also the death of a child...I would like to offer a resounding YES!!!...not knowing is ever so much worse...when I found myself screaming while driving one day I stopped driving...I could not listen to any music but some soothing classical. Horrible time of my life...lasted 10 months...............................

[Marion]

Donna...those are super...what a thoughtful thing to post them...
I love the card you did for "Croppy", too...;o)

And Croppy, you made me teary..."because I would never know what happened"...having had the experience of a missing child and also the death of a child...I would like to offer a resounding YES!!!...not knowing is ever so much worse...when I found myself screaming while driving one day I stopped driving...I could not listen to any music but some soothing classical. Horrible time of my life...lasted 10 months...............................

So sorry Nancy, I don't know what happened, but I can imagine the agony of not knowing what happened to your child. I lost my kids a few times for just a short little while, and while you are looking for them, it is a terror!
It could drive you crazy! Glad you found the strength to make it through it somehow...

[Nancy72]

So sorry Nancy, I don't know what happened, but I can imagine the agony of not knowing what happened to your child. I lost my kids a few times for just a short little while, and while you are looking for them, it is a terror!
It could drive you crazy! Glad you found the strength to make it through it somehow...

I wish I could explain...too much pain...maybe some day...but then, why...it was 27 years ago but the pain remains.

There is one lesson I learned from that experience...I know what Hell is. I don't mean to say that I expect anyone to believe as I do...but I learned that real fire would be nothing compared to the mental pain of knowing that I "blew it" and would never see God...I would never know the bliss. Bodily pain could add little to the mental pain.
I wanted to die then...not knowing...not knowing if our child was alive...agony...if someone had touched my body with fire I wouldn't have noticed.

Thanks for your kind words, Marion...;o) When we become a parent we change instantly...we are a parent forever.
HUGGGS!!!

[crops2dawn]

OMG OMG OMG!!!!! Nancy!!! My worst fear came to you!!!! Oh tragic it must of been!!!! You poor soul! I certainly can feel your pain through your writing!
You had 2 tragedies in your life, We must be one heck of a strong person!!
I am soo sorry Nancy!! I get the feeling that you have found your child and she was brought home, I can only pray to God that she/he was safe and not harmed in anyway!
The scarest dream I had last night, I think it was because of this thread! AND Wonder if you appologize I will beam you to the moon!
I dreamt that both my girls where killed, and I lost them forever!!! I have never felt pain like that in my life, yes I thought when my parents, especially my Mother died, that the pain was immense, but after last night and feeling those feeling, of such deep loss I totally went insane! I woke up and Thanked the dear Lord it was just a dream, I was sooo nice to the girls today and would of given them anything they asked for! ( thank-God that didnt ask for too much) I was just soooo relieved it was a Dream!! I cant image what it must be like for someone to go through that!!!

[Marion]

No need to explain Nancy....And remember with God you can never "blow" it.

[autisticwonder]

OH, Nancy..that gave me relief from dry eye this morning!! My prayers have always been that of all the pain a person can face, don't let me face the loss of one of my kids!!! You could say I'm overly protective at times of my kids. John used to have a sensitivity to certain neon lights when he was little and as soon as I was distracted in the least..OFF he would go..OUT of the store and into SOMEONE else's car! Terror like Marion is what I felt. Crops, I'm being good here..won't apologize..but my heart does go out to you NANCY!!! I still sleep with one eye open you might say. Security system in the house incase John gets a wild hair in the middle of the night to take off to a neighbors house to investigate their audio system..Happened..Called the police to find him one time for taking off on his bike when I was in the shower. He was found 2 miles down the road. He was trying to ride his bike to school (12) miles because his teacher had read a story to them about riding their bikes to school that week!! Sneaky!! Fisher was a big help but not alert to all dangers John could and would get into.

I don't mean to go on..but an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure..Eric too has had a few moments that he would get to far from us and get lost!!! YEAH for Walmart QUICK action with my kids!!! My gray hairs have all been EARNED!!!

NANCY...BIG, BIG, BIG HUGS to you!!! I've come to rely on the "BIG" guy for total eye coverage of my kids!! You can only do so much!! The Lord will manage the rest if you let him!! I know what a "Bad Mommy" I've felt like when my kids would run off!! how I'd never be able to forgive myself if anything happened to them!!

God BLESS all the MOMS and DADS and their precious WONDERS!!!

[Marion]

OMG OMG OMG!!!!! Nancy!!! My worst fear came to you!!!! Oh tragic it must of been!!!! You poor soul! I certainly can feel your pain through your writing!
You had 2 tragedies in your life, We must be one heck of a strong person!!
I am soo sorry Nancy!! I get the feeling that you have found your child and she was brought home, I can only pray to God that she/he was safe and not harmed in anyway!
The scarest dream I had last night, I think it was because of this thread! AND Wonder if you appologize I will beam you to the moon!
I dreamt that both my girls where killed, and I lost them forever!!! I have never felt pain like that in my life, yes I thought when my parents, especially my Mother died, that the pain was immense, but after last night and feeling those feeling, of such deep loss I totally went insane! I woke up and Thanked the dear Lord it was just a dream, I was sooo nice to the girls today and would of given them anything they asked for! ( thank-God that didnt ask for too much) I was just soooo relieved it was a Dream!! I cant image what it must be like for someone to go through that!!!

Glad it was just a dream! I have had some of those. Once while my son was in Iraq, I dreamt he died and I planned his whole funeral, music and all in my dream. Woke up soaking wet from crying! It was only a dream!!!!

[rosana brito]

Donna, you has blessed hands, e our Karol, deserves everything of good, is certain that was radiating of joy when seeing these, fantastic idea, congratulations, that to each day its mind it works more, stops in them bringing its pretty creations ok


kisses

[rosana brito]

Nancy, much commotion is history, this irreparable loss, but I am certain that God comforts its heart, I I lost my I marry, and my son had 4 years of age, and always he asked to me if the papa would not come back more, this was also very difficult for me to manage, but Grace God, everything decided themselves, everything passed, today it have 13 years and a healthful glad boy, I was married again make 4 years, and we are a family again happy, in this life we are of ticket pains the sufferings are all tests of our faith stop with God, it only can in them console ok


A great kiss Nancy