Thanks everyone!! I am also learning to live for the moment, and things do tend to get a little better each day. I truly don't feel ignored on here-and I love this forum, with all the caring people here and the fun ones! To be successful, surround yourself with successful people. I surround myself with all of you for uplifting my spirits, for a laugh, for a cry, for almost everything. Marion, I will never get to go to Greece-but that's ok because I get to see it through your eyes. I may someday get to see the ocean, but for now I will just hear about from kimbob and anyone else who lives near the ocean, and enjoy seeing it in your LO's. I don't know how to create papers and embellishments, but someday I will and untill then I will continue to get inspired by all the wonderful people here so willing to school us and share their creations with us. So you see-I have been very pleased with this forum, and I can't see that changing in the near future. Again thank you all for being who you are!! Don't any of you change--and I will do like eye says-live for today-can't change the past, and can't see the future. Love you guys!!