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eye
09-20-2007, 08:31 PM
I want to talk girls.I am in deep thought with what you call wisdom.I have to tell you some truth about me.I have had no friends in over twenty years. When I first started here it was with the knowledge no friends and I had a wall built for over 20 years. I could not and would not let people near me.But some how I joined here and wow you guys have changed me from unforgiving, untrustful to a loving little duck:). My co-workers for over 30 years have never broke my wall. My husband accepted me this way and understands me.I always felt if someone is close to you they will hurt you. I guess I was hurt to my heart to make me go so long without a friend. I am scared to have a friend.But then I bought scrapbook max and wow you are all so loving. I have met many who like me for who I am------Thank You.I am still shy and leary but have melted some.Jazz was one of the first that I wrote to. Sacannon--Sue was next. They have made me feel good about myself.Eng is so loveable and such a Great friend. crops who I love dearly and Smiles who I have to live with because she is my cousin.Never forget CHILLS. I have met many who I am so attached to.I have met many,many fine loving people. So all in all I want to thank you for tearing my wall down and making me FREE.The wind feels so good girls.God Bless You All

pkdoll
09-20-2007, 08:55 PM
That is a beautiful thing to say eye. Someone or something must have hurt you bad for you to build such an unbreakable wall. I am so very happy that you were able to find so many friends on this wonderful site of sharing, caring, scrapbook loving, generous people. I am hoping that you can continue to let that wall break down, and you can let more and more wonderful people into your life. You too are such a caring, generous person. I, for one, and many, many more around here think of you as a friend with many beautiful attributes to share.:)

Marion
09-20-2007, 08:55 PM
Love ya Eye! That is all I have to say:D

MaggieMae
09-20-2007, 09:46 PM
You are loved for your generous spirit, your humor, and for just being you!! We are all proud and happy to be your friend!! :)

wolvsie35
09-20-2007, 09:52 PM
Eye, in the beginning, I didn't know you, but your generousity was huge...:D In time, I got to know you even more, and am thankful for that...I too have been down the same road...Been abused so many times from ex-boyfriends, and a couple worse incidents, and I know it isn't easy to trust...Since the docs told me my life was going to be short, I opened my heart up to everyone...Including myself...Had to realize I was chosen to live this life for reasons unknown...<wink> and I believe how it has changed you...and I am happy and privledged to be your friend...Many hugs...Love ya...

Jenna's mommy
09-21-2007, 03:40 AM
Thank eye but to me you are such a great friend too, i haven't made lots of friends either since i got to the U.K and love all of you.

angelwithin
09-21-2007, 04:11 AM
Eye you are a beautiful person and i for one are glad to have met you, keep letting those walls fall ....we luv ya xx

nanwu
09-21-2007, 04:29 AM
eye, I am so glad that i came onto this sight, and i consider you a friend thank you for just being you

sacannon
09-21-2007, 06:46 AM
Wow Eye, the tears are rolling. I remember when you first messaged me and you mentioned to me that you were not too trustfull of people. I was happy that you considered me a friend and was glad to have a friend here myself. Jazz was my second friend here and gradually we ended up with CHILLS. Great memories and you are a big part of that. Now we have a lot more friends. And you are so loving and giving to everyone here. You have come a long way. Keep those walls down my friend. Love ya!

AmeliasMuma
09-21-2007, 07:51 AM
Eye, you are a wonderful friend and this is a beautiful thing to say. I'm very glad I have met you, your generosity speaks volumes about you and I'm glad you're here.

Sue xx

Granny
09-21-2007, 09:52 AM
Eye, you may try to look tough, but I know you're a great fuzzy wuzzy wooly sheep, which we all adore! Thank you for letting us in. Well, I hope I have that honor, anyhow.

But, ah, when I first read the heading, I thought you were going to say... "I'm in deep Bandini!". :eek:

You're priceless girl!!!

Love and hugs,

Meme Rodriguez, Morejon, Gonzalez, Remis de Barry. (There, a proof of my friendship, I don't give my full name to just anyone!)

knzus
09-21-2007, 10:45 AM
The good Lord knew what He was doing when He guided you to buy Scrapbook MAX! ;)

We love you so much, Eye...you are a truly special person and I'm blessed to know you, even if it's only online! :D

{{HUGZ}} an' love,

Diana

*eng*
09-21-2007, 01:29 PM
You're special and a great friend :)

omajo
09-27-2007, 04:53 AM
I just read this today. Hope its not too late to tell you that you are a very very precious friend. You are so generous and I love them all,.......and of course I love you too...lol !!:)

The big wall had been broken, donn't dare to build it again on us. May God bless us all .
oxox:D